For the record

I had an ephiphany. I want out and I will do so by being put out. Not working so well. So, now back to square one. If she wont , I will.

Tired.

I think I'm getting tired
Of failure and expectations
That I  place on myself
For the sake of loathing.

I am getting tired
Of the dark.

I have just one question [elaborate]

Why are people  so hung up on relationships failing?  If there are only THREE (3) CORE  reasons anyone cheats, eliminate as many opportunites for this to happen. People because they are not happy, distracted or just overall wrong. Period. It doesn't need an HBO special or for it to be a constant theme on radio shows. Seriously, how much can we talk in circles without talking directly? [elaborate]
    
     Reason three (3) is that people are generally wrong. Whether it be wrong TO you, FOR you or just doint give a fuck. [elaborate]

     Reason two (2) is it was done as a distraction or someone else had their attention instead of you.[elaborate]

     Reason number one (1) has to be the strongest and the most influential in us as a society. It deals with the fact that many of us are living a lie and in denial of what is going on in our lives on a day-to-day basis. That reason is just that you, you're mate, or sometimes both of you are unhappy and refuse to see it and/or address it. [elaborate]

     So, in closing, [elaborate]

-thank you for coming out. Good night and God bless.

FYF

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